i forgot how much i hate school until i walked in the doors today and experienced immediate anxiety and also the urge to cry. that aside, today really wasn’t that bad! i looked cute enough. psychology is going to be fantastic i’m so excited to learn so many things in that class! it’s pretty much already my favorite. plus hannah told me to sit behind her so maybe we’ll actually become friends.
i don’t know if lizzy’s mad at me. she was acting weird at lunch for the first bit - like when i was talking to her in the line for food she would NOT make eye contact and was pretty much not listening - but later with everyone she seemed okay and was even making fun of me. i can’t decide whether to apologize or not.
after school i found a box of my old books!!!! i’ve been looking for them forever and there were a bunch of books i completely forgot about ahhh i just want to sit around and read forever.
i plan to drink a lot of caffeine and have a really good day tomorrow.
