dinner was nice but i hate social events that revolve around me because i spend the whole event worrying about other people!!! i was really worried that zach and kye weren’t having fun - because they weren’t - but that’s dumb of me because i don’t think they really ever have fun.
but anyway yeah i was just kind of tense the whole time and i need to not do that! also lizzy paid for my dinner aw. michelle just got a gym membership which is awesome because i’m gonna renew mine and we can go to yoga classes together ahhh!!!
um afterwards victor took lizzy and i to get ice cream which was good i guess i mean we just talked. it’s kind of funny because they were acting like children all through dinner but then when it was just the three of us they were both more grown-up than me. like victor saw these people from his church and it was really awkward and i just couldn’t stop laughing? why am i 5!
on the car ride home lizzy and i texted each other cute things lol dumb but really i missed her and i was worried when she didn’t return my phone calls or text me or anything for like a week that maybe her feelings or mind or something had changed but nope! all that worry is gone now.
tomorrow night we are hopefully partying at vivian’s! even madi and michelle are coming LOL that will be interesting?! i think michelle and i might actually end up being really good friends after all these years. she’s going to drink!! and i don’t think she’ll judge me for my choices or w/e.
hm i had something else to say. maybe not.
