where do i start um

my relationships - this is inclusive of all relationships, not just romantic ones - with everyone have changed this year.  i don’t even know how to explain it.  i think the people that are far away got farther, and the people in my immediate proximity got closer.

i went from being good friends with josh and maybe more to having absolutely nothing to do with him ever in the course of 24 hours.  

victor became more than a best friend and i guess at one point he was in love with me and i don’t know where he stands now.  he has gotten to know me better than anyone has ever known me in my entire life.

i think the distance between kleo and i got really, really far apart at one point this year but maybe we’re slowly building back our relationship.  it will never be like before, but i don’t think we’ll ever not be friends.

 i don’t know where to start with lizzy and i don’t know where that’s going to end!  i’m honestly too scared to say anything about her because i don’t know if she reads this blog or not?

those are the important ones and the ones that really stand out right now i guess.