December 2010
73 posts
it’s a good thing i’m nice and kind of funny.
i’m looking at pictures from middle school and ugh no wonder i’m Really Insecure
i’m noticing a trend in which i eventually begin to secretly loathe all of my friends
fucking oh my god i hate people
WHY
ARE YOU
SUCH
A BITCH
okay i realize this is stupid but i feel like i “found myself” this year.
2010 was Overall very good.
Your best friend just died. What’s your reaction?
kill myself.
when you know people irl and their facebook status/blog/etc. does not accurately reflect events or circumstances.
2o1o
january: finals + no mo braces + driving
february: musical + fun./jack’s mannequin + superbowl
march: rodeo + yoga
april: april fool’s + cute clothes + books + minnesota
may: friends + video chatting + bamboozle
june: countdown + pools + erin
july: virginny + cty + oh god it was just so nice
august: being generally excited about life + school
september: good moods + Friends +...
Does love = sex?
no.
What is your goal in life?
happiness.
Whom do you admire the most?
my parents. my best friends. zooey deschanel lol. oprah. grace jones. black women in general.
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Write a letter to yourself stating all the things...
what
okay sure i guess
DEAR KRIS,
i like your hips and i love your eyes. i like your hips and your feet and your calves. i like your sincerity and i love your compassion. i like that you’re a good person and that you always mean well. i love your generosity. i love your sense of humor and your wit and your intelligence. i love your acceptance of other people. i love your...
OOOH I DID HAVE A NICE BIRTHDAY.
i mean it wasn’t super exciting or anything but i had a nice “family outing” and then i bought this really cute sweater with moose on it and then josh got me a build-a-bear (it was my first ever!!!) and then there were marshmallows and alsdkfajskfd yeah.
but i’m happy man :}
Choose: trust or love
you can’t have one without the other.
i changed my mind i’m happy that it’s my birthday (:
it’s going to be nice.
i only know how to flirt with people i don’t like
what does that say about me
If you could change one thing about the world,...
pretty sure i already answered this?
but people would be happier, and there would generally be less struggling.
What’s something you wish you could say to that...
i don’t UNDERSTAND this QUESTION.
what someone
who do you want me to talk about
okay i’ll say something to my dog.
dear kadee,
you da cutest and i love you and you make me happy when skies are grey. life would be so much sadder without your cute furry little self and i’m so happy that you are the puppy i chose. you are the best dog in the whole world i mean it!!! if i...
What are features you get complimented on a lot?
my eyes
my feet what the hell
my hair
how “thin” i am
how “nice” i am
my “innocence”
If you could change one thing about yourself, what...
okay i’ve been thinking about this a lot. i guess there are kind of a lot of things i would change, but if i had to choose one thing:
i would have a less jealous personality. literally it disgusts me how much i envy other people and i feel like everything would be so much better if i wasn’t always caught up in wanting what others have.
in other news my birthday is in 24 hours and
can it just
not be
i just spent like 10 minutes googling scholarship shit, especially for william & mary, and it was so hard.
it makes me sick to think about the future and it makes me really, really sad that i probably won’t end up where i want to be. i mean i’m sure i’ll be in college but it will be probably be a stupid texas school and alsdkjfsdkf why
day 10: new year resolutions.
dye my hair at least once
be happier all the time, not just sometimes
do everything on my “to do once a driver’s license is acquired ” list
go to yoga
keep a journal, esp over the summer
day 9: the end of last school year/the beginning...
what about it??
end of last year
i didn’t care about anyone at school
i just focused on exams, etc.
i was the happiest i had been all year because it was OVER.
beginning of this year
i was excited
i was so nice to everyone omg i made 32491 friends the first week of school
i hated interp
i was so obnoxious jfc
not that this has changed
but
anyway i was just really happy :-)
day 8: the funnest getaway.
lol virginia & cty.
day 7: your birthday.
hasn’t happened yet eheheh.
i’ll come back to this.
day 6: your best friend(s).
kleo
emma
chris
blair
maile
lizzy
victor
phillip
day 5: the most memorable moment.
maybe after passionfruit at cty.
idk i remember everyone’s face so clearly and i remember the knot in my stomach that stayed there for the rest of the day.
day 4: the worst day.
all of them.
no i’m kidding. i’ve had a lot of bad days but i can’t think of any that stand out as “the worst.”
i guess maybe the first day in kansas city when i felt disgusting and wanted to die and yeah that was pretty bad.
day 3: the best day.
god there were so many?
nope i picked one. the last thursday at cty. i just remember thinking “everything was perfect today.”
day 2: relationship(s).
lol!!!!
day 1: a few things you will never forget in 2010....
seeing fun.
eating sushi with erin
seeing kleo and emma again
all of virginia
cty
cty
cty
the feeling i had the night summer ended
going out with cristian & blair
german club field trip
kansas city
day 1: a few things you will never forget in 2010. day 2: relationship(s). day 3: the best day. day 4: the worst day. day 5: the most memorable moment. day 6: your best friend(s). day 7: your birthday. day 8: the funnest getaway. day 9: the end of last school year/the beginning of this one. day 10: new year resolutions.
turns out i’m ridiculously attracted to people who are insecure, have low self esteem, are depressed, etc.
Shocker.
What would you say your biggest fear is when it...
being in them.
i’m too insecure for relationships and that’s a Reel Big Problem.
Are you a lover or a fighter?
i don’t even know what this means.
so i think on new year’s eve i’m going to get really drunk and then i’ll regret it and then that’s it i’ll be done Making Mistakes.
What do you like the most about yourself?...
physically
i like my eyes and my hips and my hair and my feet and how i’m naturally thin.
i dislike my skin and my nose and my neck and the general structure of my face and my hands and my thighs!!!
emotionally
i like how funny i can be and how i’m a good listener and how most people regard me as “nice.” i like that i’m clever and persuasive and how good of a...
Have you ever had your heart broken? Have you ever...
not that i’m aware of
What does your name mean? Why were you named what...
kristina means “christ” or “follower of christ”
cute right!!!
my parents’ friend has a daughter named kristina and they really liked that name. also my grandpa’s middle name is kristie so it’s kind of “in the family.”
What is your phobia/fear?
i’m scared of physical pain and i’m scared of the dark
i’m terrified of being lonely or unhappy.
What’s the point of life? Define a great life.
this is one of those “subjective” questions where it’s different for everyone.
but for me, it’s finding balances and finding happiness (but not looking for it.)
a great life: (n.) being old and wrinkly and turning to someone you love and saying “yeah man my life fucking rocked”
What is true love?
what is lovelovelove
If you could wish for anything that would come...
general happiness for all my friends & family
for all the hungry babies and struggling families in third world countries to suddenly have food, stability, etc.
that’s two wishes oops
Who/what can’t you live without?
basically all of my “close friends”
my brother
my parents
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What do you regret the most?
as much as i would like to say “i live with no regrets” blahblahblah
i really do wish i hadn’t wasted freshman year. i spent ten months feeling really, really sorry for myself and askdlfjas it was dumb.
i just had a revelation that i am not good friends with anyone that is blond/e
except
annika
this is quite the discovery wow what am i gonna do with this
i had the books on repeat all night so naturally i woke up in a really weird mood!!!
but i’ve got some
good vibrations
literally i am such a good friend i don’t think anyone fully appreciates how good of a friend i am :@